Stepping Back (Updated)
February 23rd, 2005
So I tried to rush things too quickly. That didn't work. So I'm going to take a few steps back and start this again. Give it some more time. That's the only way for me to move forward.
Make that two steps back. Damn this sucks. It sucks, and it doesn't feel like it's getting better. It feels like a break-up, but it isn't. Which is why I think this is getting to me so much; it just doesn't feel right.
I'm supposed to just deal with it. But how? I just can't feel at ease about this. Why do I have this nasty feeling that the near future is going to really suck. Sigh…
