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Post Dean’s Date Blog Dump

January 15th, 2004

Hmmm…I should be asleep. I have a final in ten hours. I haven’t said anything in a while. I need to yeah…that would be good.

So reading period is done and it’s finals time now. Yay finals…Right. Yeah, I’ve spent a lot of time working but well, I’ve written on that subject already. I have other things to talk about.

Firstly, Emily came up from Baltimore this past weekend. That was awesome. It had been over a year since we had last seen each other and it felt good just to spend time with her. It was also really surreal having Emily talking to my friends here. It’s just not something I would expect. It’s amazing how far we’ve come since we met in eighth grade.

Seeing Emily has made me realize how I haven’t seen some people in a long time. It’s been a year since I saw the guys from Michigan. Well, minus Joe and Dan. I miss everyone and it’s been too long since we’ve gotten together. I also haven’t seen D. Baum in a long time. It’s funny how just seeing one person makes you think about a lot of others. I was reading on Dan’s site about how he went and visited Rosie in London. Makes me want to travel around and visit friends. Maybe this spring break.

In other news, my iPod is quickly dying. My headphone jack is now getting pretty screwed up. This comes from a flaw in the old headphone design that didn’t make it totally stationary. I’m going to see how long I can go without getting a new one. I’d do it, but well…I don’t have any headphones either.

I am glad that I got the warranty though. The iPod is definitely not designed for longevity. It’s designed to last a while, but not longer than any other computer component these days. It’s unfortunate, because you get really used to having the little sucker, and then it stops working. It’s almost an evil trick. Fortunately, I will not fall to prey to it.

But seriously, I am really leery of the quality of modern day computer components. Most of them are crap. Hard drives aren’t guaranteed for more than a year? Mp3 players with lives of eighteen months? Shouldn’t the quality of the products be a little higher? If this were car equipment, people would be livid. Instead, they just shrug it off. People asked why I paid extra for scsi. I’ll tell you why, the quality of the drive. I don’t want to lose my data. It’s worth it for a drive with added quality. Shoot, I built a raid array based solely on the fact that it would protect data. You just can’t trust this equipment. My parents first computer lasted for six years. The next one lasted three years. A little over two years later, they were buying a new one because the old one was crapping out. I just don’t get it myself.

Speaking of computers, I can now firmly state that I find Apple Computers to be mind numbingly dumb. Sorry, not the hardware, well, a lot of it. The hardware is cool, It’s sleek, it’s shiny, it’s friggen wonderful (except for the mouse, that just has to go). What I can’t deal with is OS X. I just can’t do it. It’s just too aggravating. A semester of digital photo has taught me that the Apple platform really is just fruity and annoying.

First off, the idea of the taskbar is just friggen wonderful. Not the Dock, which is shit, but the Taskbar. Linux has it. Windows has it, Apple doesn’t. Why? They say it’s more intuitive not to. If anyone actually thinks that the Dock is intuitive, then they are obviously working on a different plane of being. I fail to see how not knowing exactly what is open at a quick glance is intuitive. On a taskbar, if a program is open, I see it clearly on the taskbar. On the dock, a small black arrow appears. That’s it. Now, I don’t know, maybe taskbar’s aren’t pretty, but at least I know what is friggen open.

And that’s another thing. What is intuitive about clicking an X on a window and having the program stay running? Nothing. Oh, you closed the document. Um…ok. So if I close all of the documents in a given program, doesn’t that insinuate that I want to close the program? I mean come on, long after all of my documents are close, I obviously want to keep Word open. And it’s such a great idea, keeping it open, especially because if you aren’t paying attention, you’ll still perform actions in a program that doesn’t have any visual representation on the screen beyond a word in the menu bar and a small black triangle on the dock. I’ve spent minutes trying to figure out why I couldn’t get a brush in Photoshop to work, only to find out that I wasn’t in Photoshop, but the phantom shell of a program I thought was closed. What gets better, the curser for the Photoshop brush appeared, yet I couldn’t just click into Photoshop. Just stellar design.

What’s better, I know people are going to probably IM me and tell me how elegant the design of OS X is. I’ll be honest, there’s nothing particularly elegant about it. It has windows and title bars. It has some eye candy effects for basic operations. That’s really it. Otherwise, it’s no more elegant than Windows or any of the various Linux desktops. At this point, people who argue the elegance of Mac design are people grasping at straws for why the platform is better than any other platform. We’ve reached a point where all of the OS’s are the same. They all borrow ideas from the others. Well, according to Slashdot, it’s “steal” for Windows, “implement” for Linux”, and “design” for Mac. So yeah.

I’m currently tired, so I’m not going to go into why I hate Apple’s dvd writing feature. Let’s just say drag and drop is only cool if the formats that are used aren’t proprietary.

Alright, I’m out. Man that was long, But I had a lot to say. Anyway, night.

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Relaxed Fit Reading Period

January 9th, 2004

So it's been a pretty chill week. Especially considering it's reading period. I guess this is what it's like when your work is due at the begining of the week. I'm still getting my work done, I just don't have that much to do. It's good to be me.

I'm watching CSI right now. God I love this show. I bet that kind of detective wok would be interesting to do. It's times like this that I wonder about what other people do. And if I chose correctly.

I'm a CS major. I am, because I couldn't think of anything I'd be happier studying. I love working with computers. It's something I've loved since I was a little kid. I don't know why. I've stepped back and realized how strange these machines are. Sitting here, staring at a screen, typing away, and I love it. Guess it means I chose correctly.

Hmmm….not doing much. Think I'll watch more TV. yeah, that's what I'll do. Maybe I'll research cars or something. Or not. Eh, I'll find something to do.

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That Kind of Day

January 6th, 2004

And my independent work has been put to rest. Hot damn. It feels good to have that finished. I am sooooo happy to have that turned it. It’s such a load to have off my back. Ahhhh….it’s all done. Weeeee.

So not much else has been going on. I’m back on campus, which is good. It’s nice to be back. Things feel under control around here. There really isn’t much to say since I’ve been working so much. The trip back was fun. I almost got stuck in the high country of Colorado. That would have been poor. Um…Ohio State won, which is good. Um…yeah.

Ok…yeah, I’m going to sleep now. Yeah, I don’t have much to say. It’s been that kind of day.

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Sleepy

January 4th, 2004

I'm sooooooo tired. I should write about what's gone on…but I'm just too tired. Um…yeah…sleep…good. I get that now. Night. But Nicole is coming tomorrow. YAY!!!

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2003 How Good You Were

January 1st, 2004

I was going to write about skiing this week, but instead, I've decided to spend the last hour (Mountain Time) of 2003 looking back. It's been a good year. It's been a fun year. It has had it's trials, it's tribulations. There were moments of joy to which I do not posses the ability to explain in word.

So 2003 has been an interesting year. When it started, there was such great potential. I was the new conductor of the Band; I had a woman on my arm who was interested in me for the first time in over two years; I was no longer depressed, and things just seemed to be working out. By the end, I was free of my responsilities as conductor, I was dating a someone I never imagined I would be with, and life was still looking good.

So where to begin? Well, I guess the place I will start with is the hardest subject. Sarah. I don't regret dating her in any way. And I know that breaking up was the right decision. I admit that how I broke up with her wasn't optimal, but many things in such matters aren't. Looking back, it was a good experience. I learned a lot about myself, love, and life. I don't hold any ill will towards Sarah, and I wish her and Amy well.

Besides Sarah, another major part of m life was being the Conductor of the Band. That is something that I still have mixed feelings about. On one hand, it was one of the most rewarding things I have ever done. On the other hand, I have never been so frustrated in my life. There were times I wasn't the coolest leader, and there were times I was a bit harsh on people. So maybe I wasn't the best conductor, but I never thought I would be. I wish I could have been looked at like previous conductors, but then again, I'm not those people. I did what I did, in my own way. Eh, if people have prolems with the way I led, tought. It's been said that if you lead and everyone likes you, you aren't doing your job. So yeah, I was doing my job.
There was, of course, my other job at Microsoft. It was sweet. I'm glad I did it. I grew up a lot over the summer. Plus, I got a job. Pretty awesome.

Finally, there is Nicole. What can I say. She's awsome and has been a major reason I've had such a great year. From aquaintence, to friend, to being one of the most important people in my life; she has been wonderful. I know that many people were against us getting together initially, but, I'm glad that I made my own decisions. I don't know where this will lead, but no matter what, it is an experience I am so thankful to have. I hope that things continue in the posative way they have. I love the girl. There's not much more that I can say.

So the year only has five more minutes. It's been a good year. I hope that 2004 will be as good as 2003. I think it will. I have a good feeling about it. So to everyone, Happy New Year!

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