It’s Over
I’m FREE!! My officership(s) in the band are officially over. It’s werid, I don’t have any more responsibility; which is good, but at the same time, I have to deal with letting go of the band. My time to steer the band is over. It’s a chance for me to get back to just being a member. This is best for all I feel.
So it’s been a while since I’ve posted, but I’ve been busy as all hell. At the moment, I’m taking the time to write this while waiting for my advisor to arrive so I can select classes. My life has really been that busy. Mainly with band and work. The end of the season is crazy. Especially this year.
Of the various events, the most moving, was the Nassau Hall Gig. This is where the entire band meets after the final game in the great room of Nassau Hall. The conductor, the head manager, the drum major, and the president, all make speeches at this gig, and the conductor selects and conducts one final song of his tenure. It’s a very special tradition and something taken very seriously by the band.
So, last Saturday night, after getting back from Dartmouth, we filed into Nassau Hall and proceeded to have go through the gig. Being the lowest of the officers to speak, and also the one known for talking, I elected to go first. I’m glad I went first, it was the only way I would have been able to make it through the speech, but man. It’s hard to explain the feeling of standing in front of that many people whom you have shared so much and whom you care so much about and have to give a final reflection. I had told myself I wouldn’t cry, but that went over like a lead balloon. Part way through my speech, I was handed a tissues. By the end, it was taking everything I had in me not to break down crying.
It was interesting, to go from crying to smiling like a the happiest man alive within thirty minutes. After having to work through my final speech, conducting my last song was easy. The last thing I conducted was Green Onions, a song that I love very much, and whom people pretty much figured I would select. As a final song, it sounded awesome. From the opening crescendo, to the trumpet solo, to the sax dance and counter melody, everything just worked so well. And the sound filled the hall, it was just awesome. It’s exactly how I would want it to go.
Ultimately, there was a lot of reflection that night. A lot of tears, a lot of hugs. A lot of congratulating. This was the end of my fourth and final football season in the band. It’s sad. A lot of good moments were spent in the band. A lot of good football memories. I’m sad that this part of my life is over, but I knew this day would come. It is the inevitable. Yay growing older. So that is life. Crazy, really.
In other news, life is good. School is going well. Nicole and I are well (and I will write on that later). So yeah. Um…time to go. Need to meet with the my advisor to get class stuff signed. Yay!!













