If i’m not Catholic, why am I doing this to myself?
Today was Ash Wednesday; which thusly begins the time period known as lent. Now, I am not Catholic, so I don’t actually give anything up, but I have taken on a challenge that is like my own personal lent. What I have done is given up video games for the semester.
As I have mentioned before, I have given up video games for the semester. Much like those who practice lent, I did it as a way of cleansing if you will. A way of improving myself. I also figured it would probably help with my academics.
Now, for some, giving up video games wouldn’t be that hard, it would be like me giving up TV. I only do it on occasion, so it really wouldn’t be that hard. Not me. I have been playing video games since I was six. They have been a huge part of my life, and having removed them has been�interesting. I will admit, the temptation to play at times has been overpowering. There have been times when I’ve really wanted to play Grand Theft Auto 3, or just play a little Puzzle Fighter. Shoot, I’ve even been craving to play games that I haven’t thought about in years.
But today�things have gone to a new level. I find it ironic that on Ash Wednesday, the first day of Lent, I had this brought to my attention. All I can say is that this mod looks friggen sweet. And I already have a copy of Max Payne. But I must be strong. I figure if I can just hold on till summer, it will be a nice reward.
Sigh�
I’m about 40 days into my no video game playing campaign, and I can honestly say I’m glad I’m doing this. I’ve managed to be so much more productive, and I’m actually getting around to learning some things I’ve been meaning to. I also find myself having to fight harder to resist the urge. I must admit, this is very new to me. Having never tried really giving anything up like this before. I gave up pop back in January, but since I didn’t drink that much pop besides Coke, it wasn’t that hard. This, on the other hand, is touch. I’m very glad I removed the games from windows, because I know I would have easily cracked by now. I think it’s supposed to get easier as you go along, but it definitely doesn’t feel like it’s getting easier. Maybe after 60 days it gets easier.
I’m going to head out now, but I am going to say good luck to all my Cathlic friends. I feel your pain, I really do. I know it’s a tough thing, but giving something you love up can be good for you. I think�
